sexta-feira, 22 de maio de 2009

Silence (18/05/2009)


Opening my eyes,
See what's ahead.
Closing some doors,
Open new windows.

That's what I feel I must do.
But I stay in the cold instead.
All by myself.

I am constantly stuck in here!
Too frightened to leave things in the past.
I don't want to find me
Recalling..
Because who remembers,
Have previously forgotten...

I don't want to leave behind
What was important…
I sense you watching over me
All the time.
Each second!

Looking at the stars I endure,
In silence.
Each one represents a moment,
That only we can appreciate.
Beautiful moments.
So hurtful...

I cried almost every day,
On hours of darkness, on sunlight…
Trying to find a reason for your lies,
Fighting against all grief,
I desire that you show me
The truth in your eyes!

But don’t say it unless you mean it.

The plans we did,
The dreams we had,
Unfulfilled,
All in the past.
And now,
Trapped in silence.

Those moments are like little voices
Screaming in my head, so loud.
Pleading me to let them go!
So they will approach you,
To speak my mind.

Daily I suffer,
Trying not to listen to those voices,
Trying to ignore their calling.

One day I won't be able to
Disregard them.

"I Find It Kinda Funny,
I Find It Kinda Sad,
The Dreams In Which I'm Dying
Are The Best I've Ever Had...
I Find It Hard To Tell You."

sexta-feira, 15 de maio de 2009

E Se...? (13/05/2009)


Sentado no teu canto,
Choras.
Pensas no porquê de estares assim,
Reflectes sobre tudo
O que te levou a esta situaçao.

Perguntas-te se serás forte
Para quebrar todas as barreiras
Se serás corajoso
Para dizeres aquilo que pretendes..

E não aquilo que querem,
Para ti.

Carregaste as pedras do teu caminho,
Formas-te o teu destino.
Perguntas-te se foram as escolhas certas?

Carregas tanto peso nas costas,
Por um passado inteiro,
Agora amachucado no lixo,
Como um pedaço de papel
Em que a poesia não correu bem.

Choras,
Porque sabes que nada disto é real.
Que foi um passado que valeu.
Mas que não chegou ao fim pretendido.

Soluças,
Por ser uma história acabada,
Não pela falta de força de vontade.
Por sentimentos com que não se lidou,
Por palavras que, no silêncio
Não foram ditas.

É assim que te encontras...
A pensar se tudo valeu a pena,
Agora estás assim.
Não teria havido coragem para melhor?

Olhando nos teus olhos,
Reconheço a bravura.
Mas não reconheço esse remorço.
Não esse olhar negro, triste, fechado.

Começas a pensar,
E se.. E se..
Mas como sempre,
Palavras e pensamentos não levam longe.

E continuas assim,
Até que te levantes,
E protejas o teu próprio futuro,
Brilhante e alegre,
Como sempre quiseste.

Every Me And Every You (13/05/2009)


I try not to miss you so much,
But my heart isn’t able to obey me.
Why do I hurt myself?
Why do I like being mistreated?

Another dream I had tonight.
I was so vanished,
Again, so lost.

I lie in my bed waiting for a reaction
Not a hint..
I just stare at the wall
Thinking "Why?"

I embrace myself
I hold my knees so firm.
I'm so afraid of what I’m feeling.
My body wasn’t used to this pain anymore!

I’m shivering,
Not freezing,
Fearing!

I don’t want to feel this over again,
Please stop this madness
In my head!

I really want to fight against this sorrow
I want to be happy just like once
No memories pushing me back.

But I’m not that strong.
My mind is every me and every you!

sexta-feira, 8 de maio de 2009

You And Me (08/05/2009)


We’re walking side by side
Strong feelings in our hearts.
Just you and me,
Nothing else matters…

You smiled at me,
All bad things just ran away
I can’t think of the very last instance
I’ve felt so alive!

Sometimes,
This doesn’t make any sense,
At all.

Sometimes,
I disregard of all my problems,
And my reason it’s just you!
Only you..

And I just want to be there,
Next to you.
To embrace you.
Like a baby holds his blanket tight,
Because he’s terrified of losing it..

You’re not only my guardian
In this murky world.
You’re my best friend,
You’re my universe!

Sometimes,
I dream of you and me.
Dreams are always supposed to be
About the things we desire the most!

Instead…
Once I wake up
I realize,
I’m already in one,
And you will be next to me,
Forever.

quarta-feira, 6 de maio de 2009

Comprometida (06/05/2009)


Lado a lado caminhamos os dois,
Para onde? Nem nós sabemos.
E o que nos espera?
Desconhecemos.

De mão dada atravessamos
Oceanos e tempestades.
Batalhamos contra tudo
Para ficarmos juntos.

Nada nos separa.

Eu e o meu destino,
Só nós os dois,
Juntos para sempre!

Laço perfeitamente forte.
Um fio de outro,
Que uma simples tesoura
Não consegue cortar.

Mesmo que um de nós
Quisesse quebrar esse laço,
O universo não permitiria,

Eu faço parte de ti,
Tu fazes parte de mim.
Sem mim não funcionas,
Sem ti não vivo.

A única dificuldade que encontro,
É a de te saber ler.

Gostara de um dia,
Ter esse poder
Para não andar as cegas no mundo
Por tanto tempo,
E só me encontrar
Quando uma mão se estende,
Para me levar.

sábado, 2 de maio de 2009

Love Story (02/05/2009)


You came into my life,
You rocked my world,
You dried my tears,
You made me trust,
And believe.

Anything is unworkable,
I desire living this!
I know it’s just a fairytale,
Still, I know deep inside
There's something amazing just like that for me!

Such a bright sight…
You could be my prince,
I could be your princess
Then, I would make you mine!

I fancy living a love story,
With you!
Lets get together,
Lets fall in love,
Lets fight against dragons and witches,
Lets have an "Happily Ever After".
Just like they accomplish in movies!

I’m already dreaming about it,
I see me walking on green lands
Jumping, singing.
Waiting to discover you, my prince.

I would like to be your Juliet,
You could be my Romeo.
Take me somewhere we can be alone,
Take me to our fantasy world.
Take me to this new future,
Where we previously know the end!

I see flowers,
I see butterflies,
I see a blue and clean sky.
This is where I belong.

Come, my dear.
Lets face our monsters
And write our own Love Story!